research project

could we leave it all behind

not even think of the moment

if one has to break us open

break us strong as we resist

what then will happen will be private

like after any exhaustion

recapulation is taking place

meditate me

meditate me

i dont want to lead you through but i want to bring across

the thought and frame

and enable

you

with me

to go back in time

back to essence

re realisation

without context but caused

actively via

passivly from your side first

stop inside i meant to say

stop and weap for past and present

exist

imagine anew

stay inside

feel it coming

eleanor weber words

28 mai



je me demande

i wonder

j'attends un moment

i wait a moment

i wait for the moment

feeling matter outside
push(ing) the matter inside

eprouver dehors

pousser a l'interior



concrete liquid thoughts
ways to learn
to see

sky streaking tear clear
terre dissolving

near
point of reaching
touching

stop

hear




I am looking for you
to tell me

not automatically
not correctly

but perfectly





i reach you in day
between dawn and dusk

too much light
dictated as it is

tell me
you cannot
see too

no night in this world
because we created with obedient
diligent doigts

no rest



still

be aware of the structure that dictates your life, live within and without this structure,
without forgetting that without the structure you are not within anything, therefore can never be without it,

aware




dont block me

when you block me

i fight back

come back

stronger

because i learn




text eleanor weber
imagery anastasia freygang
28 mai publication

galerie deborah zafman